My mind play tricks with me, wanna leave and forget the hurt that lives in me,
but in my sleep dreams keep reminding me.
Lust confused with love keep confusing me.
Sneaky snake uses his fruit and whispers deceiving words in my ear, like poetry.
You know..., words you wanna hear when mood and light is right.
When you can read someones thoughts just by looking in their eyes.
When windows are steamy inside, and outside you hear the rain dripping like a beat without the melody.
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about.
Physically as one, combined spiritually.
I wipe the slumber out of my eyes , wanna wake up and let go but memories keep finding me.
Like a slide show before my eyes, pictures shown mentally.
Know I should press forward but hunger for emotional pleasure press rewind instinctively.
The enemy's attempt tempting me.
Whatever, this is starting to annoy me, getting on my nerves,
The only fruit that's ever gone get at me is the fruit of my life.
That will be my testimony.
Like in the game of Jeopardy, fruit will be the question the answer will point to the tree.
Time to turn this game around, no snake will have the privilege to stronghold me.
I'm ready to fight the enemy.
I proclaim truth.
Spiritual warfare all night long if necessary.
Then I rest in peace and love like true love was meant to be.
In spaceblack dark, that's when moonlight and stars shines on its brightest.
I hold my torch up high and keep my feet where my light is.
I fix my eyes on the sky above and ask my first love where to go.
I always make sure I honor Him with my gifts and talents.
I find truth where truth is.
Wisdom through words while I keep on reading, wise men still seek Him,
without Him there would be no me.
Time travels around the globe, dreams reaching outside boarders.
We're all sons and daughters.
We're all here to leave an impact, we're all here for a bigger purpose.
I interact with the biggest artist of all times, all day everyday, the most creative of minds.
May the force be with you where ever you go, make sure to share your bread and
that you know the truth before the moon turns red.
One love to Jehovah the most high.
The beginning and the end.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Aloha= (Alo)To come in the presence (Ha) of the breath of God/Llife
A= AKAHAI
Kindness, expressed with Tenderness
L= LOKAHI
Unity, expressed with Harmony
O= OLU`OLU
Agreeable, expressed with Pleasantness
H= HA´AHA`A
Humility, expressed with modesty
A= AHONUI
Patience, expressed with Perseverance
I`ve learned a lot about the Hawaiian culture while I`ve been here, it`s so rich and beautiful.
I had no idea. I`ve just seen the hula dancers before, and thought that was it.
I didn`t know the meaning of the Haka or the chanting. I pretty much thought it was about worshiping ancestors and trees:)
I know that for some it`s still about that, giving thanks to different Gods of the nature.
What i experienced since I came here though is the fact that their dances, ceremonies, and language most of the time express their honor, respect and fear of the same God that I´m serving. I`ve learned to see God in a new way. He is so diverse and he got endless of ways of showing Him self to us.
The way the Ilanders see God in the nature is amaaazing..
I`ts so much to discover in his creation. The nature in it self is a language from him to us and as we continue to learn that language we`re gonna discover and learn more about God and connect deeper with him. As I dive deeper into it, I see how he speaks to us through the air, wind, fire, water and through the earth.
Even how they read the word is different from what i`m used to.
You can read it in so many ways, and one way doesn`t exclude the other.
Things I read a thousand times suddenly got new meaning to me.
Pieces falling into place.
"Romans 20 For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse."
Kindness, expressed with Tenderness
L= LOKAHI
Unity, expressed with Harmony
O= OLU`OLU
Agreeable, expressed with Pleasantness
H= HA´AHA`A
Humility, expressed with modesty
A= AHONUI
Patience, expressed with Perseverance
I`ve learned a lot about the Hawaiian culture while I`ve been here, it`s so rich and beautiful.
I had no idea. I`ve just seen the hula dancers before, and thought that was it.
I didn`t know the meaning of the Haka or the chanting. I pretty much thought it was about worshiping ancestors and trees:)
I know that for some it`s still about that, giving thanks to different Gods of the nature.
What i experienced since I came here though is the fact that their dances, ceremonies, and language most of the time express their honor, respect and fear of the same God that I´m serving. I`ve learned to see God in a new way. He is so diverse and he got endless of ways of showing Him self to us.
The way the Ilanders see God in the nature is amaaazing..
I`ts so much to discover in his creation. The nature in it self is a language from him to us and as we continue to learn that language we`re gonna discover and learn more about God and connect deeper with him. As I dive deeper into it, I see how he speaks to us through the air, wind, fire, water and through the earth.
Even how they read the word is different from what i`m used to.
You can read it in so many ways, and one way doesn`t exclude the other.
Things I read a thousand times suddenly got new meaning to me.
Pieces falling into place.
"Romans 20 For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse."
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Mind drifting away...
Together in sunlight, until shadows make us disappear
Walking to infinity, you beside me
Light blue days, light green colored sea
conversations about life, God, freedom and our history
You telling me stories
we share dreams, we`re gonna make new ones into reality
Your brown skin is shining, smells like the sun
your breath against my neck, you so close
make me inhale slow with eyes closed
Tasting the sweet breeze on my tongue
Your eyes so warm so intense like a ray of light shining upon me
Like with red clay you shape me
I am safe in your soul
My feet in the sand digging deep need some shade, your arms tight around me
you fill my lungs with air, I breath you
Your thoughts lifting me high to clouds obove
your soul so deep, reaching new levels of curiosity
Deep like in the deep of mother earth, making my heart beat like the Masai warrior jumps high towards the crown in the tree
You fresh like green apples, I need to taste that
The rhythm we both share is divine now no one can stop us two now
two soloists together in one acapella
Life is the beat and we are the drum
and we find eachother like when rain drops on a window become one
Pink and purple colored skies
Us, shining like gold
We are strong and unstoppable
Wild and untamed
We`re in the land where dolphins fly and
colorful rainbows leap from the mists
Were the spirit of peace floats on air
You just you and me and Us inspires me
I need colors so I can paint and make the moment last forever
Walking to infinity, you beside me
Light blue days, light green colored sea
conversations about life, God, freedom and our history
You telling me stories
we share dreams, we`re gonna make new ones into reality
Your brown skin is shining, smells like the sun
your breath against my neck, you so close
make me inhale slow with eyes closed
Tasting the sweet breeze on my tongue
Your eyes so warm so intense like a ray of light shining upon me
Like with red clay you shape me
I am safe in your soul
My feet in the sand digging deep need some shade, your arms tight around me
you fill my lungs with air, I breath you
Your thoughts lifting me high to clouds obove
your soul so deep, reaching new levels of curiosity
Deep like in the deep of mother earth, making my heart beat like the Masai warrior jumps high towards the crown in the tree
You fresh like green apples, I need to taste that
The rhythm we both share is divine now no one can stop us two now
two soloists together in one acapella
Life is the beat and we are the drum
and we find eachother like when rain drops on a window become one
Pink and purple colored skies
Us, shining like gold
We are strong and unstoppable
Wild and untamed
We`re in the land where dolphins fly and
colorful rainbows leap from the mists
Were the spirit of peace floats on air
You just you and me and Us inspires me
I need colors so I can paint and make the moment last forever
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
“Calling All Women” by Ruby Dee
Calling All Women
Calling all sisters. Calling all
Righteous sisters.
Calling all women. To steal away
To our secret place. Have a meeting
Face to face. Look at the facts
And determine our pace. Calling all
Women.
We want to reach – first and second
And
Third world women
Come together!
Women in and outside the power structure –
Working women,
Welfare women,
Women who feel alienated and isolated
Women who are all frustrated
Women who have given up – women – women
Questioning women – women
Unpolarized and unorganized.
Ostracized. Tired of being penalized
Come help us start to bridge the gaps
Racial, cultural, or generation
We want some action and veneration.
These men, these men they
Just ain’t doing it.
They’ve had hundreds of years
Now they ‘bout to ruin it.
Kitchen, office, ex-prison women
Old and young and middle-aged women
Make this scene
Oh yes, and bring your lunch!
Problems, problems common problems
That we make and cause each other
Sister, daughter, old grandmother
Female child you can bring your little brother
Take the subway, grad a cab
Saddle your mule
Bike it, limo
Take a choo-choo, fly
Or pick ‘em up and lay ‘em down.
Socialism, capitalism, communism
Feminism, womanism, lesbianism
Here-and-now or futurism
We just can’t afford a schism
We got to get together or die.
Now is the time for an evolution
Let’s all search and find a solution
For how we’ll make it to the next revolution
Or die.
Oh yes. And don’t forget your lunch!
Calling all sisters. Calling all
Righteous sisters.
Calling all women. To steal away
To our secret place. Have a meeting
Face to face. Look at the facts
And determine our pace. Calling all
Women.
We want to reach – first and second
And
Third world women
Come together!
Women in and outside the power structure –
Working women,
Welfare women,
Women who feel alienated and isolated
Women who are all frustrated
Women who have given up – women – women
Questioning women – women
Unpolarized and unorganized.
Ostracized. Tired of being penalized
Come help us start to bridge the gaps
Racial, cultural, or generation
We want some action and veneration.
These men, these men they
Just ain’t doing it.
They’ve had hundreds of years
Now they ‘bout to ruin it.
Kitchen, office, ex-prison women
Old and young and middle-aged women
Make this scene
Oh yes, and bring your lunch!
Problems, problems common problems
That we make and cause each other
Sister, daughter, old grandmother
Female child you can bring your little brother
Take the subway, grad a cab
Saddle your mule
Bike it, limo
Take a choo-choo, fly
Or pick ‘em up and lay ‘em down.
Socialism, capitalism, communism
Feminism, womanism, lesbianism
Here-and-now or futurism
We just can’t afford a schism
We got to get together or die.
Now is the time for an evolution
Let’s all search and find a solution
For how we’ll make it to the next revolution
Or die.
Oh yes. And don’t forget your lunch!
Monday, July 20, 2009
Memories*
I find my self smiling and singing "Do you remember the times?" with MJ..
I will never forget.. :)
Good memories is like a treasure of the mind.
It`s something that`s exclusive for me and the ones I share them with..
What ever happens, no one can ever take that away from me,us..
For me its "feel good memories"..
The rest that`s not as good i will see as experience, I will learn from it then delete it.
But the good memories, I will save and keep close to my heart forever..
Cuz it makes me feel goood;)
I will never forget.. :)
Good memories is like a treasure of the mind.
It`s something that`s exclusive for me and the ones I share them with..
What ever happens, no one can ever take that away from me,us..
For me its "feel good memories"..
The rest that`s not as good i will see as experience, I will learn from it then delete it.
But the good memories, I will save and keep close to my heart forever..
Cuz it makes me feel goood;)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Balance
The wind in the trees sing melodies
Stroke ur loved ones face, wake them up
open your eyes
and listen
walk slowly
don´t be afraid
no need to rush thoughts,let them stay calm
listen to your spirit
sharpen ur senses
see how dark shadows can become light skies
understand
let go
be silent and listen to the melody of life
observe
be one with all and let it all be one with you
stay open
don't let the world blind you
find you
watch
listen
learn
Stroke ur loved ones face, wake them up
open your eyes
and listen
walk slowly
don´t be afraid
no need to rush thoughts,let them stay calm
listen to your spirit
sharpen ur senses
see how dark shadows can become light skies
understand
let go
be silent and listen to the melody of life
observe
be one with all and let it all be one with you
stay open
don't let the world blind you
find you
watch
listen
learn
Friday, July 17, 2009
Mind drifting away...
Together in sunlight, until shadows make us disappear
Walking to infinity, you beside me
Light blue days, light green colored sea
conversations about life, God, freedom and our history
You telling me stories
we share dreams, we`re going to make new ones into reality
Your brown skin is shining, smells like the sun
your breath against my neck, you so close
make me inhale slow with eyes closed
Tasting the sweet breeze on my tongue
Your eyes so warm so intense like a ray of light shining upon me
Like with red clay you shape me
I am safe in your soul
My feet in the sand digging deep need some shade, your arms tight around me
you fill my lungs with air, I breath you
Your thoughts lifting me high to clouds obove
your soul so deep, reaching new levels of curiosity
Deep like in the deep of mother earth, making my heart beat like the Masai warrior jumps high towards the crown in the tree
You fresh like green apples, I need to taste that
The rhythm we both share is divine now no one can stop us two now
two soloists together in one acapella
Life is the beat and we are the drum
and we find eachother like when rain drops on a window become one
Pink and purple colored skies
Us, shining like gold
We are strong and unstoppable
Wild and untamed
We`re in the land where dolphins fly and
colorful rainbows leap from the mists
Were the spirit of peace floats on air
You just you and me and Us inspires me
I need colors so I can paint and make the moment last forever
Walking to infinity, you beside me
Light blue days, light green colored sea
conversations about life, God, freedom and our history
You telling me stories
we share dreams, we`re going to make new ones into reality
Your brown skin is shining, smells like the sun
your breath against my neck, you so close
make me inhale slow with eyes closed
Tasting the sweet breeze on my tongue
Your eyes so warm so intense like a ray of light shining upon me
Like with red clay you shape me
I am safe in your soul
My feet in the sand digging deep need some shade, your arms tight around me
you fill my lungs with air, I breath you
Your thoughts lifting me high to clouds obove
your soul so deep, reaching new levels of curiosity
Deep like in the deep of mother earth, making my heart beat like the Masai warrior jumps high towards the crown in the tree
You fresh like green apples, I need to taste that
The rhythm we both share is divine now no one can stop us two now
two soloists together in one acapella
Life is the beat and we are the drum
and we find eachother like when rain drops on a window become one
Pink and purple colored skies
Us, shining like gold
We are strong and unstoppable
Wild and untamed
We`re in the land where dolphins fly and
colorful rainbows leap from the mists
Were the spirit of peace floats on air
You just you and me and Us inspires me
I need colors so I can paint and make the moment last forever
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I`m inspired and it feels bubbleish`S.... ;)
I never felt so inspired to write and put alot of my crazy ideas into reality as I do now.. The creativity is flowing and I just want to encourage everyone to go with the flow,never give up, follow your dreams and remember that everthing is possible.
Don`t be afraid just go for it! :)
Im in the zone right now and I thank God for all of it!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Despite what anyone has to say, I will continue my walk
Whatever that tries to block me, I will find a key and unlock
People don`t even need to talk, I read their mind
Eyes don`t lies and I'm not blind
I'm face to face with disbelief right now
Those eyes of yours shows me a mind filled with fear,
but your fears are yours, they cant scare me even if they haunted me
They cant touch me
Fear for the unknown, fear of facing the fact that Your dreams never been done
So to all of you that doesn`t understand where I'm going or where I'm coming from
Free your mind and the rest will follow
I don't worry bout tomorrow or where I`ll be in a year
My walk will show me on time and I have faith that where ever I`ll be is where I'm supposed to be
For some, it seem like its easier to live through others but i choose to live through me. .
Remember, your biggest enemy is sometimes your own mind
yeah, you sit down for a while and suck on that one
So listen
A beginner can still be a winner
Its never to late, tomorrow early is a good time to start, why wait?
See,time never waited on you, right
True, right
I don't think in colors I don't think in age I don't think dollars, size or race
I strive to learn and to keep my mind open
I watch with all of my soul
Because eyes only see what u thinking. Simply reflecting your own thoughts
And now to all of you that really do understand me
I see all this creativity and passion around me
All these art forms and God given gifts inspires me
Thank you for being my inspiration my want to reach higher feeling,
my never give up and always stand up for what I believe in
All your work is there for the world to see and for a reason
You know who you are you don't need no further presentation
Thank you
So yeah I'm gonna keep on live life through me and not through anybody else but maybe in you I find a better self
This is just one step in the direction Gods arrow is pointing out to me
Probably its hard for people to understand that, when they don't believe
Whats from the world will remain in the world,
and what in the world do I need to fear as long as God is with me?
Whatever that tries to block me, I will find a key and unlock
People don`t even need to talk, I read their mind
Eyes don`t lies and I'm not blind
I'm face to face with disbelief right now
Those eyes of yours shows me a mind filled with fear,
but your fears are yours, they cant scare me even if they haunted me
They cant touch me
Fear for the unknown, fear of facing the fact that Your dreams never been done
So to all of you that doesn`t understand where I'm going or where I'm coming from
Free your mind and the rest will follow
I don't worry bout tomorrow or where I`ll be in a year
My walk will show me on time and I have faith that where ever I`ll be is where I'm supposed to be
For some, it seem like its easier to live through others but i choose to live through me. .
Remember, your biggest enemy is sometimes your own mind
yeah, you sit down for a while and suck on that one
So listen
A beginner can still be a winner
Its never to late, tomorrow early is a good time to start, why wait?
See,time never waited on you, right
True, right
I don't think in colors I don't think in age I don't think dollars, size or race
I strive to learn and to keep my mind open
I watch with all of my soul
Because eyes only see what u thinking. Simply reflecting your own thoughts
And now to all of you that really do understand me
I see all this creativity and passion around me
All these art forms and God given gifts inspires me
Thank you for being my inspiration my want to reach higher feeling,
my never give up and always stand up for what I believe in
All your work is there for the world to see and for a reason
You know who you are you don't need no further presentation
Thank you
So yeah I'm gonna keep on live life through me and not through anybody else but maybe in you I find a better self
This is just one step in the direction Gods arrow is pointing out to me
Probably its hard for people to understand that, when they don't believe
Whats from the world will remain in the world,
and what in the world do I need to fear as long as God is with me?
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Friday, July 3, 2009
All we need is love
I come home, shut the door behind me
Finally some time to spend with me, as my only company
Its quality time, which is highly valuable to me
The world is out there and I'm in here, home
In my own free zone
Love the moments I got for myself, alone
Takin a shower then a cup of tea, I pour some milk in it
Thinkin about the day as my eyes find a spot on the wall n sink 3d deep in it
I find peace of mind when thoughts starts to entwine
Going through the day in my mind
People I`ve met bringing back memories i thought I left behind
Unsolved mysteries, unfinished stories
Day turns into night
I put my self to bed lettin the sheets embrace me
Me my cup of tea, sometimes wish it was we, but whatever that's another story
Soft tones of jazz in the background fillin the quiet night
Candles flickerin in the dim light
Reaching for my note book as i feel the need to write
No phone, no computer, no TV
My nights are holy, writing is my therapy
Leaving my tea on the book stack beside me
Abstract thoughts become concrete words, helping me to understand my life story
Thoughts wrote down on a paper
Dreams, goals, hopes, disappointments its all there and I save them for later
Relations with others helping me understand myself better
Can even be a life changer
I'm so thankful for my spiritual life, even when I'm alone I never feel lonely.
Actually, many times, i find it more giving to hang out with myself only.
My soul has a deep spiritual dimension
God gives me guidance, assistance and nutrition
And as time goes by my soul reaching new levels cuz I'm always on a soulsearch expedition
To know myself is a valuable investment, after all I'm gone live with myself for the rest of time and whats after that.
Search and you will find worked out good so far
When life cuts you deep and leave you with a scar, that's when you really need to who you are.
I give thanks to my mother for introducing me to the most amazing secret of them all.
I know she sometimes feels guilty that she couldn`t raise me properly,
because of all time she spent in hospitals and all my years in foster care.
But she always loved me like love was all she knew, and taught me to live by faith and always towards God and to my heart stay true.
When I go back in time in my mind
I remember i saw all those kids with their brand new kicks, out there flashing..
They had the big house, rooms filled with games and stuff up to the ceiling, dirtbikes on the parking lot.
They even got a brand new one, if they crashed the old one.
Hmm..
I can`t help wondering what it all taught them?
To be a grownup materialist while i was taught being optimistic?
Kids don't do what you say they do what you do
Parents should know, that's old news
I guess you pass on what you self been taught
So try to do it right from the start.
If tomorrow was my mothers last day I want her to feel accomplished,
cuz she was the mother who showed her daughter that God exist.
The greatest gift of all, I could never ask for more.
Money cant by me love.
Finally some time to spend with me, as my only company
Its quality time, which is highly valuable to me
The world is out there and I'm in here, home
In my own free zone
Love the moments I got for myself, alone
Takin a shower then a cup of tea, I pour some milk in it
Thinkin about the day as my eyes find a spot on the wall n sink 3d deep in it
I find peace of mind when thoughts starts to entwine
Going through the day in my mind
People I`ve met bringing back memories i thought I left behind
Unsolved mysteries, unfinished stories
Day turns into night
I put my self to bed lettin the sheets embrace me
Me my cup of tea, sometimes wish it was we, but whatever that's another story
Soft tones of jazz in the background fillin the quiet night
Candles flickerin in the dim light
Reaching for my note book as i feel the need to write
No phone, no computer, no TV
My nights are holy, writing is my therapy
Leaving my tea on the book stack beside me
Abstract thoughts become concrete words, helping me to understand my life story
Thoughts wrote down on a paper
Dreams, goals, hopes, disappointments its all there and I save them for later
Relations with others helping me understand myself better
Can even be a life changer
I'm so thankful for my spiritual life, even when I'm alone I never feel lonely.
Actually, many times, i find it more giving to hang out with myself only.
My soul has a deep spiritual dimension
God gives me guidance, assistance and nutrition
And as time goes by my soul reaching new levels cuz I'm always on a soulsearch expedition
To know myself is a valuable investment, after all I'm gone live with myself for the rest of time and whats after that.
Search and you will find worked out good so far
When life cuts you deep and leave you with a scar, that's when you really need to who you are.
I give thanks to my mother for introducing me to the most amazing secret of them all.
I know she sometimes feels guilty that she couldn`t raise me properly,
because of all time she spent in hospitals and all my years in foster care.
But she always loved me like love was all she knew, and taught me to live by faith and always towards God and to my heart stay true.
When I go back in time in my mind
I remember i saw all those kids with their brand new kicks, out there flashing..
They had the big house, rooms filled with games and stuff up to the ceiling, dirtbikes on the parking lot.
They even got a brand new one, if they crashed the old one.
Hmm..
I can`t help wondering what it all taught them?
To be a grownup materialist while i was taught being optimistic?
Kids don't do what you say they do what you do
Parents should know, that's old news
I guess you pass on what you self been taught
So try to do it right from the start.
If tomorrow was my mothers last day I want her to feel accomplished,
cuz she was the mother who showed her daughter that God exist.
The greatest gift of all, I could never ask for more.
Money cant by me love.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
A taste of my Oslo living.. And yes my little wildberry is back to spend sum time with me b4 its time to leave for real, Happy endings New beginnings
Welcome back!
Another take off is gone take place not to long from now tho:)
My little family in my crib..
Thanks for all laughs ya`ll been giving me:)
Mi casa su casa..
Norwegian Eastcoast..
Preforming art..
My favorite..
My old neighbourhood with new art decorating the walls
Me like!
Half n half just the way we like it..Melt in my mouth please
The street art you neeeever seen b4.. Yeah right..
Babies of the future?
Whenever the sun is out this guy is too
Oslos Main street, "Karl Johan" Ave.. haha
My orange era,not over just yet..
The typical Norwegian gift!
Boooring..
Come up with sum new.
U serious?!I am
Working @ the B-boy/girl shake off!
My B-day cake for ChriiiizE:)
With all my love, from me to you!
With all my love, from me to you!
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