Saturday, April 18, 2009

The armor of light I put on

Its a wind no more like a storm that's blowing inside me
yet I'm so calm, happy and lively
Wind, waters like nature forces
Gives me the wisdom when i seek your sources
You gave me life
Life, like i see it my journey to grow mind and in spirit
I will walk the way you prepared for me, listen to your whispering voice carefully
I will keep my heart pure and open for you , that's the only way to really hear you through
Flesh is a trap battling the enemy
Teach us to fight and seek the heavenly remedy,
then we can all defeat and repeat His worship to a heavenly melody
Every morning is a God given gift, to wake up and make right the wrongs we did
I stand by the promises you made, i will remember it if faith begins to fade
No one would ever be worthy to step into your kingdom if it wasn't for your gift to the world that gives us your unlimited forgiveness
The dark shadows in my life I will show to you
Step away from it and be closer to you
Beautiful is the God to whom I raise my praise
Ill be on my knees when your light struck my face
I will surrender in front of your feet, bless me oh God with your love so deep

Amen

Saturday, April 4, 2009

4 better or 4 worse

I live life now but the future is knockin my door
Got my closest goal all set then im takin it step by step
Bringin it down to the floor, fam might be next
I do me, then we do we
One plus one equals one
That's how its gone be
Born to be free I believe I am
I know where I'm goin, my destiny and the importance of bein solid as a fam
Feel large,reach for the stars n always do the best I can
Round n abstract is what I like
No squared frames in my life
We gone do it family freestyle, and I'm gone be a fly ass wife
Watch me pull it off

Cant cage no bird, Its not in its nature
Its not about being free n single
I'm not out there to mingle
Its about doin what you here for, n I know its more, more to explore
I need both arms n legs workin together, cant separate the one from the other

I'm not throwin my self into anythin just for the sake of it
I'm not rushin I'm not desperate
I'm not out there lookin, speed datin and bookin
Naa, I take my time to find a similar mind
High level love, multi dimensional
I wanna feel my man on every level but I start above

A man who turn my mind on who find my switch when I think its gone
I need to vibe with him
mentally,physically and spiritually
Want it to be beautiful, poetic, erotic, magnetic, hypnotic
Yeah I'm pretty picky..

I'm gone kiss n hug you when I see you
You gone kiss my belly when It starts growin bigger
and keep me calm when its time to deliver
Love, so simple but yet so complex
Cant force love its a force by itself
When it feels right inside out,smooth n easy
That's when you know, what you need to know
High quality it is, I'm not workin with cheesy

Even when we struggle, love still gonna stay with us
When we fight we always gone make up
I cant be mad forever, smile on my face is the sign when bad mood is over
However, be careful what words you use
Words can struck harder then fist and easily turn to abuse
Heavy words thrown around lightly gone pull the snare round the neck tightly
I`ll always respect n support my man
I`ll give respect to him n he`ll give it back to me
Laugh with me, cry with me but don`t lie to me
Be gentle with love it needs to be treated carefully
A real man for a real woman, I'm not compromisin on that one
I'm gone be patience until you walk in my life, wanna exchange rings n make me your wife

People say it ain't easy to find the love that I'm lookin for
Where love always stay true behind the bedroom door
But trust me I will, I know
How I know?
Can you keep a secret?
yeah me too..

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Stir the good vibe

Home sweet home..
Went home to mom over the weekend.
Havn`t seen her in a looong time.
QT-time!!!!!!
Gothenburg my birth town will always have a special place in my heart
And spring was there to welcome me:)

My favorite cafe,been there as long as I can remember






Ink dippin, no tounge spittin
Prefer to think before I'm speakin

Life reflect what mind is thinkin
Positive thoughts attract goods, that's what I believe in

Expect great things, believe in your dreams
Don't need to be educated to see that faith is underrated

We all heard "the poor is the rich n the rich is the poor"
Money chasin, fancy cars, house n more

That's your ambition, but its not even on my top 10

Appearance polished, lookin good from head to toe
The walk, the way you talk to me
I wont lie, I like what I see
If your inner glow doesn't shine though, you wont attract me

For me cash ain't king, give me a rich personality and my heart will sing

Show me your soul, lets dig deep together
Ill sip your thought like hot chocolate in stormy weather

Takin a step out in the dark unknown
Feelin free when I'm out of my comfort zone

When the waves in life change I float with em
When my heart beats faster i follow the rhythm

From my perspective I ain't got no enemy, If you feel like one
You chose it, not me

Chicks judgin, lookin at me nasty
If it sum you wanna know, go ahead n ask me

Drop the mask n please step forward
If its a real woman inside you, show me who, n drop the attitude

Stand up, I'm on another level
I don't hate on other women
Sum might call it bein a rebel

Raise your glass, rock with me sister
Lets shine together

Don`t got time to look at the wrongs you did in life, It`s not in my interest
We all made mistakes, no one is flawless

Turn the beat up, keep your head noddin
In my tee n my heels I keep on rockin

Stir the good vibe, pour a glass to your neighbour
And to all you haters, Don't say i didn't warn you
Taste is gonna be bitter...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Desmond Tutu...

Heard this touching story about Desmond Tutu today.
Want to share it with you.

The south African activist, outspoken critic of apartheid.
Winner of the Nobel Peace Prize and the first black Bishop of Johannesburg.

It was during the apartheid time when he was still only a child.
He and his mom was out walking, the rule was that if a white person was about to
pass you on the street you had to step aside and let them through.

This white man comes up walking against them.
He stoped, stepped aside and took his hat off for Desmond and his mother.
The white man was an Anglican priest and it was from that day Desmond Tutu decided to became a priest as well.




“I don't preach a social gospel; I preach the Gospel, period. The gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ is concerned for the whole person. When people were hungry, Jesus didn't say, "Now is that political or social?" He said, "I feed you." Because the good news to a hungry person is bread.”

//Desmond Tutu

Saturday, March 21, 2009

No time for games...

Follow that inner voice and don't let emotion confuse it
Deep down you always know, If you got your intuition right and you know how to use it

Watch out for the people that claim their real for real and honest
Many of em comin out as false prophets

Talkin their jari,jari about honesty and realness with you in a conversation
What they apparently cant see is that the words loose their meaning when they lack foundation

If you cant show it in your actions, to me its all Gibberish
You got a smile on yo face over there, thinkin mission accomplished

I aint fallin for that bullshit

I smile right back at ya,i know whats goin on
Picture pretty clear to me when the line is drawn

Sheep in a wolf clothing is what I'm talking bout, call the bluff see the truth and bring it out

Don't got time for fake ass people and their game playin
Usin big words they cant handle and start portrayin

I give you a couple of chances but I aint stupid
I mean, that behavior is not gone make me receive any arrows from cupid

Try to bite me with smart talkin or whatever
Cant hurt me when it hits this level

Its a time and place for everything, trust me I know
But yo,If you cant keep it real to the end then keep on movin, Its time to go...


Sunday, March 15, 2009

Where you headed?

Find your way and don't look down while you walkin
That's when you stumble,hit yo head and start sleep talkin
Wake your ass up, jump up on yo feet
Keep your eyes on the price and Keep on marchin

Don't let the circumstances in life defeat you
Continue the walk to make you complete and stay true

We all go through things that's gone be hard to handle
Some go through struggles others cant even imagine

Help a brother out when you see he is down deep
Maybe that will give you a good night sleep

Tired of all stupid excuses
The mentality many places today is useless

My respect goes out to those who reach out their hand and take time to understand.
And for all you people who keep on trying
Its for you, when you see me smiling

Bless y'all for showing those in need mercy and humanity
Instead of follow the worlds insanity

Speak your mind with one fist in the air
But most important be a good example show love and do it with care


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

On the move


I'm on the move, not ready to go home..

I can still see it bright for my inner vision. I see the kingdom without a dome.

It's so much work, though, that needs to be done.
Still so much to do until the final battle is won.


I know where I'm going and for whom I'm working for.
Yeah, I'm pretty sure.

My mission is clear and the journey is my ambition.
Sometimes you don't understand why you ended up in a specific position, until you go back and do the addition.
That's when you go, "Ahhh, That's what he was thinking."

I won't stress just to prove a point of success or get people impressed.
I'd rather take my time and do it with finesse and be blessed.
I don't count in time how fast I'm going,I'd rather look at it as how much I'm growing.
Time is anyways just another illusion, at least that's my conclusion.

My father is my king and the king shows no fear.
Love is the language.
Ill do my best so you can see his reflection in me.

You can beat me up, down or in any direction.
Try to confuse me with the power of words, in any election.
I know for sure where my heart belong, and the truth will be my protection.
I'm always gonna try to stand up straight and never give up the fight, or get the liar infection..
I will never deny what I believe in. Cover my mouth and eyes but my mind will still speak with a grin.


My father is my king and my king shows no fear.
Love is the language.
I will do my best so you can see His reflection in me.